Bestfriends turn into strangers

I miss you so much. It sucks. You’re great and that’ll ever change, even now you still put a smile on my face. The memories were great, the moments we spent, everything. To bad we’re not even bestfriends, as much as I try you shut me down. When I think I’m over you and that I’m fine without talking to you, I realize that I’m not. I just miss you even more. To think that you want nothing to do with me kills me because how can I not have such a great person in m life? *sigh